i have my reasons why..
infairness you are sensitive enough to notice..
but you are not sensitive enough to think that you're the reason why i am like that....
yes, you pissed me off!!!!
i never expected you to act like that when you're with them and you acted like that in front of me. i am very much disappointed. you acted like i am just a familiar face or maybe a classmate from one of your class. it's unfair that you treated me like that and it seems to me that you only see me as someone who is capable of giving you solutions to your problems and not as your friend. you made me feel that you have no choice but to be with me and not that you wanted my company. you made me feel that i am your last option.
"may class k p? wla ako ksma eh.."
"san k? samahan mo ko. kaen tau."
who gave you the right to made me your last option?! sh*t!
"pwede namang huminde.."
oh yeah right! it is an option that i never thought of and something that i dont know how to do..and it's a sad thing for me. lucky you 'coz you got me where i am weak at.
there are times that i just want to ask you.. "what am i to you? do you consider me your friend or just one of those helpful people you can hang on to?!" but i know that i might offend you and besides, you wont give any good answer either..
" steady lang" remember this huh?
look, i am not asking you to give me everything in return or to give back the same weight i have given..i am just asking some respect and value. i dont really know what to do with you. i dont know if i should get rid of you which maybe somewhat torture for me or just let things be.
you are completely a different person when you are with them than you are with me.. maybe that's why you pissed me off but still...who gave you the right to make me just your second best?!
that's it.
:'(
