responsibility

this would be a tough one for me. i dont know where to start. i dont know how to proceed and make things systematic. i didnt know that my dad rust me this much.. but he did and this placed more pressure to me. everyone's eyes are on me now. all of them are watching and waiting for me to make a simple mistake. i hate being an adult for this! =|

but this makes being an adult one hell of funnnn! kalokohan! naughty deed! :))


did this the day after my birthday! hehe!

spark

that was really unexpected.
that was the first time that it happened to me.
it felt good. but it didnt made me sleep and made me think of what happened.

it was just a joke and it wasnt really meant to be true. but u did made it happen.
i was just sitting in that corner and you came by and blam! it strucked me.

i stopped from what i was doing and digest what had just happened.


:)

oct 20 - reminisce

it is the last day of class. my sem is now officially over! :) i can now have enough(?) sleep and do whatever i want. yehey! free at last!

i had my last exam today for econ 121. for 3 years that i've been in econ, it was the first time that i took a final exam that is not required. i thought the test would be very hard since it will cover 20 chapters but guess what?! it was 15 mins of heaven. hahahaha! plus i got to see **** before the sem ends because he took the finals as well :) lucky me!

hmm.. wouldnt it be wierd if someone you've just met will ask you to have a picture together??
-- just a thought.

later today, i decided to walk around the acad oval, then i remembered some things that shouldnt be remembered. it is batter that way. another flashback came to me, it was an event that im thankful of. that was a night event 3 years ago. all smiles. :)

i missed blogging. this site was empty for more than a month.. ill start my kwento here. :)

Oct 19 - "go go go! makakajackpot k rin!"

...sana nga!

kasi naman pakiramdam ko sobrang nahihirapan ako and parang wala naman nangyayaring matino sa akin. pinipilit kong mag-aral for 121 finals, but i just felt that i wasnt doing enough.

tito brian and tita aileen, the newly weds, came to visit us and greet mom belated. ang dami nilang kwentospecially about their 1st week together then nauwi sa mga kwento ng kung sinu-sino at anu-ano. chismisan to the max oh! bonding ulit kami ni tito brian. wew watched muymuypalaboy sa you tube just to kill time. sila yung mga taong walang magawa at walang ginagawa pero sumisikat at yumayaman! swertihan lang tlga!

Oct 18- spammer spammer

i got a new role to portray now.. "Spammer" galing to kay joms (bully! haha). spammer na nga ako dahil sa dami ng text brig na kailangan kong gawin sa loob n g isang araw. sulit na sulit ang unli and if ever na nakakalakad lang ang fone ko, iniwasan na cguro ako nito. pagkagising pa lang nagttext na ako hanggang sa pagtulog tutunog pa ung fone ko. kung productive na maiituring ang texting, napaka productive kong tao today..

Oct 17- trade off

it's mama's birthday! happy birthday! :)

my brother did the poster


the 121 grades were out today. i'm exempted but i decided to take the finals. i've concentrated too much on econ 131 and i almost forgot that i also have a 121 class plus the fact that every time an exam will be scheduled for this, i also have another 2 exam the day before and a 131 exam the same day or maybe a BA141 case presentation. oh well!

later this day, i bumped into my former up touch rugby team mate. "former" because i've quit on the team because acads was too demanding and i have obem but honestly, i really miss touch rugby. i miss playing. i miss the game. she told me that i shoudnt have left the team and spend my sembreak with them in singapore. ok again... SINGAPORE! i have passed my second year second sem subjects and i am the new director for finance in obem and i missed a number of tournaments and i will be missing a big one in Singapore. haay..

Oct 16- "deleberi"

nakakagulat si kuya delivery boy nung kumatok siya sa pinto. hindi ako dapat magulat kasi alam ko naman na may delivery akong inaantay pero nagulat ako kasi hindi ko alam kung kelan ba darating.

nag-bum lang ako today sa bahay, past 1 na wala pa akong ginagawa. nasa harap lang ako ng pc.. then biglang nagtext c jeme. asking kung pwede ba ako ng 4 pm.. nagulat naman ako eh kc nawala sa utak ko na magkikita nga pla kami if ever na pwede xa. at ayan na. mejo nagpanic na ako kasi 2pm na un eh.. hehe.

at last nagkita na ulit kami! bread talk + dq! at mahabahabang kwentuhan! window shopping again. may isa lang kaming hindi nagawa! umuwi ng sabay! pero okay lang madami pang next time. sobrang namiss ko nga c jeme! :)



Oct 13-14- two days of riding the roller coaster

monday is when the exemption for math 2 was released. thank God! but i still got a long way to go.

it was also our final exam for econ 131, we met Chito, the checker, our saving grace! haha.. but the exam was really exhausting. no exemption for us this time.

and tuesday was the exam for BA 101 under sir zarco. i slept from 9pm to past 12, then i studied all the way upto 3am.. and then i cant sleep.. oh no! i should sleep. i must sleep! but i failed. i went to the exam zombified. but inspired again. hahaha!

Oct 12 - babay

it's lola's 78th birthday today! happy birthday po! (as if she will be able to read this eh noh?!)

i left a friend today. kung titingnan para akong nang-iwan sa ere. but i think he deserve it. after today, no more bestfriend for you. no more savior. no more me. no more him. promise!

today is officially my first working day as an internals committee member. honestly, nataranta ako. nagstart nung nagtext c faye welcoming the fin mems and congratulating me as their director. tpos ayan na c lourd with her super long message of the committee assignment. then came some things to do. out of the 3 things to do, 2 has something to do with me. waah! nagpapanic n ako.. hindi ako prepared. wala nga ako load eh. but everything went well naman. i was texting the whole night ata. haha. it was fun! :)

Oct 7-8 the last two days

i had two exams for tuesday..math 2 and art stud 2 plus a surprise good morning quiz from sir zarco! whew! the execomm called for a special genmeet.. where they gave away free oheya, tempura and cupcakes to the members!

wednesday was the official last day of classes. i had an exam in econ 121.. and i've seen **** again. ayee... inspired!



Oct 4- bowl and dine

...with the fin hot mems in east wood.

it was a well deserved bonding after all the hard and stressful work.

it's me. my first time. haha.

faye.ej.chi.jay.nikko.zel.joms.

dine at serye

fin=fun <3

Oct 3- a super long day

today's the release of breakeven's last issue for first sem. and i think it was a good one now. today is also election day in OBEM. nervous. afraid. hoping...

the night was for Obem's execellence awards led by the acads committee. it was fun filled. full of awards and the winners for the elections was announced! yee...

internals committee for 2nd sem 08-09
malour.nice.zel.joyce.jules.irene. jay(missing)

:)

i also got my first ever OBEM award! thank you! yes it's my very first!

Oct 2 - judgement day

today was our convocation to be an internals committee member. yay! it was a very long day too. i have a reporting for art stud 2 and i have to start the printing for breakeven. and at 4pm was the convoc. it lasted up to 7pm.. answering the questions of obemers and proving them you are sincere and you deserve the spot.

sept 29- where it all started

a year ago, we were there.. i met you there. everything started there. but now, it was nothing. it shouldnt be remembered anyway.

sept 24 - vantage point

to much to say.. it's a success. one thing i've learned. it's enough to say that an event was a success not because of the profits but because of the members's smile and satisfaction.





a great sem indeed.
another sem ends.. and another will start. but it's still early.. rest muna! hahaha! :)

and the ball starts to roll (part 1)

i woke up earlier than my alarm. 06:06. excited? nah.. it's just because of the rumbling of the people outside my room. then i suddenly realized, im now a third year student. it's the first day of class but i didnt feel like going to school. i stared at the ceiling up to 6:45 thinking what will this day be..

then the ball starts to roll...

ba 101-sir timothy zarco:

i find the class ok. luckily, nice, jason and fred were my classmates. sir zarco is fun and he's
so madaldal that he dismissed us late.. hopefully not every meeting...or else i'll need to get
out of my math 2...oh noo! hahaha.

math 2 -maam joy asuncion:

there is scarcity on toki jeeps now! and it's a big problem (for zel). i was late! arrrgh! not a good one...being late in your classes for the first day!! she checks attendance at the start of the class and have tendencies on giving quizzes at the start of the class..creepy..i cant be late! sir zarco must not go over time! or math2's gonna mess up.. maam asuncion said that my face is VERY MUCH familiar..and asked if i have any relatives in UP and i said no... and when i pass by her at the end of the class, she asked me again, and said SURE KA?! hahaha! what's with my face?!

Lunch break 1130-1! :)

art stud 2 -prof Lopez:

answered prayers. she didnt show up. the classroom was so small that it looks like harry's
cupboard room in the first hp movie to me. a cute classmate. no comment.

the ball starts to roll... and so must I. I should not be left behind. it's hard but there's nothing i can do but to be back in the ball game. and play damn well.

miss the play.

there were really some things that are not meant for you to have. that even if it's already in your hand, you have to let it slip for some reasons...

for some reasons, i chose to let it go. why? because i have weighed things out.

the only reason why i keep on being there is because i am happy doing it. and because i am happy. another thing is that i am happy. well, obviously i only got one reason for it. I AM HAPPY.

but i guess it is not enough for me to be there..

i have other priorities and it would be vey unfair if i'll keep them hanging in there..
it will be very unfair if ill just give them the spare in the very little time that i have..

i maybe happy if i stay.. but this is the reason why we never ran out of choices.


i'll miss the play. :(