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the problem with being strong is...



nobody bothers to ask if you're hurt.





sooooo true! :p

half way..

..there.

half way my hell week. half way to the end of this hell semester. half way fixing a life.

thank God that i'm halfway to the end of this one hell of a sem... buti na lang umabot pa ako sa kalahati. and i think.. it's so far so good.. not until the results of all my exams slap on my face. (wag naman sana) kalahati pa lang exhausted na ako.. the past few days nga feeling ko zombie na lang ako, binubuhay ng coffee at chocolates.. and lagi na lang akong may sakit. pati ata pagiging late ay naging sakit ko din for the week that was. kaya sana gumaling na ako sa sakit na yan...nakamamatay!

half way the past week nasabi ko lang bigla: "ang hirap maging tao at ang hirap magpanggap bilang isang masipag at matalinong tao!" hahahaha! oo nasabi ko talaga yan dahil sobrang frustrated at stressed na ako...nagbreak down din ako! at hindi ko alam kung bakit, i just felt sooo tired and feeling ko ung stress level ko ay somewhere up up up there! so ayun nag break down n lang ako..and to make my self feel better, i texted jeme. kahit isang text lang ok na! namiss ko lang :)

im just half way fixing my life but then it's mixing up again..alam kong may nagtatampo sa akin dahil sa ginagawa ko but still i MUST value my self more than any thing else so maybe.. ill put you at the end of my "to fix" list. for now, all i can do is to be an isnabera. (here comes my brat side! but i love it!)

no room for giving up
ill cross the finish line. :)

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