2.75

"Lord, please.. give me a three here.. please Lord... balato mo na skin toh..please..."
-an hour before the econ 106 exam..

i was dead shaking while waiting for 2 pm..thoughts dont want to stop running on my mind..trying to remember formulas but nothing appears...trying to refresh how to do those silly equations..everything was mixed up..and it seems that the clock was running at a faster rate than usual..and more "dug dug" i feel inside.. and i feel water in my eyes.. and all i did was pray "Lord, please."

and here is susan with her usual porma carrying a buch of papers and orange card pieces.

"Lord, please"

"all those who have taken all the quizzes may have the finals optional!" -susan

"Lord, please"

"Thank You Lord"
(plus tears of joy)

it's more than what i deserve...i asked for a balato...but You gave me a present! and a big one! it may not be that high compared to others but it's more than enough. and i really am grateful and blessed!

there were reasons why things do not happen now...why somethings are gone when you need it... why things break you... God has His own time...we just have to wait for it. He doesnt put you on things that will destroy you. all the time spent studying was not wasted because on the process of studying for that exam, i have realized where i went wrong, what my short comings are and how to deal with the next things to come. for almost two months, i have been struggling with a lot of aspects in my life but little by little there are signs of light for me that get me through the end.

Miracles DO happen! :)